Every 30 seconds, the worst kind of death is leaving brothers, sisters, mothers, fathers, friends asking “why?” Every 30 seconds, somewhere on the globe someone’s life ends by their own hands. Al Hsu lost his father to suicide. He’s tasted the pain of distorted grief. In this booklet, Al chronicles his own journey through suicide’s aftermath and offers candid insight into the emotional trauma and unanswered questions of his and others’ pain. There is hope to discover in carrying on, forever changed in the memory of loved ones.